Theres a single whisper that lies inside my head
how i remember the lies you told before you left
a selfless creature pushed my soul to break
I try to sleep to forget but my mind stays awake
Brought upon me
my own hell I cant escape
a prison for my own mind
a life to take
Proved to be just a fool blinded by your lust
but the rose garden still blooms with the rainclouds above
the choice was made for me as i sit here and grieve
remembering you whisper
waiting for the light to lead
I look in the mirror
i still see you there but whats looking back
a shell filled with despair
crush the thoughts in my mind that remain
a lustful demon takes away my pain
I fear being alone with the thoughts in my head
I fear falling in love tying this noose around my neck
lust is a demon I cant escape
the rose garden still blooms from my grave